Thoughts and I'm sick :(

I'm currently on the way back to camp. After coming out of camp for my medical appointment. Not feeling too good these few days. On and off fever, difficulties breathing due to my sore throat (I hope that's the reason). My medical appointment ended early and I went to the pharmacy to buy some cough medicine to bring back to camp. I hope I will get better.

7th Company is not taking any recruits. And I feel like I've been extremely unproductive these few days. Despite being tasked with projects, I only work on the projects when I feel like it as long as there's progress.

Been thinking a lot during this trip back to camp. Asking myself many things and why am I like this today. Not trying to suggest or say that my current state is bad, but it can definitely be better. I've went through many hurdles in life, and also in NS.

Today, I am 21 years old. Young, and able to accomplish things, possess the energy to get things done, still passionate about the things I like, and etc. NS changed me a lot. Met a lot of new people. Some stay and some don't. People come and go.

CONTINUED ON 26/11/2015

I did basically nothing today. Feeling feverish whole day. Those ulcer seems to be recovering (Thanks to the Bonjela?) Throat still hurts like hell, breathing feels so stuffy/and HOT!

Went for my lunch at around 2pm, and skipped breakfast as usual. I skipped dinner too, as I'm just not feeling hungry at all. Panadol continues to bring my temperature down every 4 hrs. It feels so miserable... Maybe I shouldn't have that chocolate cake and salmon sashimi (might be the main cause as the raw meat bacteria can come in contact with the ulcer). 

Hope to still be able to watch a movie or two this weekend... Recently I'm so outdated when it comes to movie, and missing a few really good movies. 
As always, take care and I'll see you soon!