Sometimes I wish I didn't care so much...

Going to NS tomorrow. I went out today and got everything I need for enlistment tomorrow. I still have no idea whether I should be happy or sad about the fact that I'm enlisting tomorrow. Hopefully, everything will be alright and a few months will pass quickly.

The thought is up on my mind again to give everything up. Since I'm going NS tomorrow, should I really give everything up? I feel so vexed and I think I'm unable to focus on anything during my NS

Drawn under 5 minutes using Paint

But if you close your eyes, does it almost feel like nothing changed at all? And if you close your eyes, does it almost feel like you've been here before?

Disappointed soul :/

I've added a tracker on my website as I know that there are people out there using RSS/feeder like services to stalk my website and generating fake views. I might consider adding password to completely lock out the page in the near future. 

Signing off @ 9.22pm
As always, take care and I'll see you soon (after a few months?)