I hate feeling like this...

I can't take it anymore. At this rate, I think I'm going crazy sooner or later.
Not going to hide from it anymore, not going to lie to myself about it anymore.
My face is smiling, my heart is crying
It is just not worth it, not worth it for you.

From today onwards, I shall be a new person.
Treasure those who are around me that are worth treasuring.
I don't want to live in the past any more.
In just a few short months, I met a whole lot of new people.
I need to reevaluate who stay and who leave.

Sitting down on my chair, staring at my computer screen.
Thinking about the future that I see myself in.
Who knows what will happen tomorrow?
Just imagine if everyone is staring at a countdown clock of how much time they have left
Will people start to treasure each other more?

I tried.
I realized I meant nothing to you at all.
Talked to numerous people about it.
I'm stubborn and willful, just like you.
If only my brain is just like my computer's hard disk, with the ability to delete and modify
If only I could just live a new life, leaving everything behind.
I'm sick and tired about all the mistakes that I've made that caused regrets.
Though, it is all part of the growing up process.

Forget about me, forget about who I was in the past.
Understand that a person who care will never be like this.
Understand that it will never work anymore, and people do change.
I'm never going to be the same again.
(Remember how much you said I changed? We are just not meant to be)
NEVER...
You will just be someone that I used to know, and I will just be someone that you used to know
One day, if we meet again. Treat me as someone you just know

I'll be fine, I promise!

Signing off @ 5:01pm
As always, take care and I'll see you soon...